Wow, it’s been a year since I last updated?!
As you can see, I changed up the theme and I’m sorting through this blog. I’ve thought about writing in here often, but I just haven’t… I moved to Florida for a few months and that was a huge challenge in so many ways. Not to mention I had a huge OCD blow up at another Cast Member (I was there for an internship with Walt Disney World), which I’ll blog about sometime soon. But it was just… I hadn’t felt that level of angry and anxiety all rolled into one before and it hit hard. I wanted to punch that girl’s face in but instead I ended up slamming the washer doors (we were in the laundry room) and punching the dryers while I was screaming at her. It was scary, I couldn’t stop shaking and I couldn’t stop crying.
But I’m back home now and some days my OCD acts up more than usual. Sometimes for a minute, sometimes for a few hours, sometimes all day.
I hope to jump back blogging here, I miss it and I think I’m in need of my outlet.