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Bugs!
Yes I did change the layout, as much as I loved my previous layout, the comments werent working with it and I dont feel like digging through CSS to fix it at the moment (I know, I’m so lazy)! One thing that drives my OCD crazy… bugs. I use to have a really bad silverfish problem. But just in my room. I kid you not, there would be silverfish everywhere in my room at one point. I think it was … Continue reading
Protected: Growing up.
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Tagged abuse, depression, family, high school
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Protected: He’s still in denial.
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New phone.
So I got a new phone. Husband gave in and let me get a new phone and I’m so very excited. However… I should probably mention, I’ve damaged about 5 cell phones with water damage. How? I have a habit of disinfecting my cell phones almost every single night. With Lysol disinfectant wipes. Yes. I’m very serious. And yes I’ve literally damaged that many phones. Its to the point where every time I get a new phone, husband always says … Continue reading
Today feels promising…
It’s sunny today! I’m actually wearing a tanktop and I’m not freezing cold. This is amazing. A breath of fresh air almost. And listening to Gordon Chambers, Jazmine Sullivan, New Edition… nice soothing music. I didnt get a chance to clean my room yesterday/last night like I had planned to because the husband hit me with some really really bad news concerning our already maxed out credit card. The stress that I felt was so overwhelming. I started having a … Continue reading
My different types of OCD.
Not everyone has the same exact type of OCD, there are general categories but everyone’s OCD is different and fits to them. And in most cases, you can suffer from more than one type of OCD. For me… I suffer from contamination, intrusive thoughts, “happy thoughts” and hoarding. When I was younger, my friends would constantly mention that I was a pack rat. I was obsessed with saving papers from school, letters, etc when I was younger. And as I … Continue reading
Posted in Rituals, Struggles
Tagged contamination, happy thoughts, hoarding, intrusive thoughts
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My laptop charger!
I have a mini laptop (that I’m actually blogging on right now in Panera Bread) that I bring around with me sometimes. I never brought the charger with me because I didnt want to get it dirty. But the battery died on me two months after I got the laptop, so unless its plugged in, it wont turn on. At all. Fry’s said it would cost well over $100 to get a battery replacement so I just stuck it in … Continue reading
OCD & being married…
My husband was with me before my OCD turned full blown. And he was with me when it was at its worse as well as when I decided to start therapy (he actually came with me to every single therapy session I had. Except for one, cause it was an hour before I had to start work). So when we got married, he knew exactly what he was getting into! I know my husband says that its okay, the way … Continue reading