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Sick.

Posted on February 20, 2010 by zee

I got sick the other day and I was sick all day yesterday. I’m feeling a little bit better today, my cough got worse though and I’m feeling flemmy. But I’m not feeling fever-ish or congested anymore. Thank goodness. My OCD works funny when I’m sick. I’m much more aware of things. Depending on how sick I feel at that moment determines how much I’ll freak out. For example, yesterday after waking up after my nap. I had to pee … Continue reading →

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Today feels promising…

Posted on January 30, 2010 by zee

It’s sunny today! I’m actually wearing a tanktop and I’m not freezing cold. This is amazing. A breath of fresh air almost. And listening to Gordon Chambers, Jazmine Sullivan, New Edition… nice soothing music. I didnt get a chance to clean my room yesterday/last night like I had planned to because the husband hit me with some really really bad news concerning our already maxed out credit card. The stress that I felt was so overwhelming. I started having a … Continue reading →

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My different types of OCD.

Posted on January 25, 2010 by zee

Not everyone has the same exact type of OCD, there are general categories but everyone’s OCD is different and fits to them. And in most cases, you can suffer from more than one type of OCD. For me… I suffer from contamination, intrusive thoughts, “happy thoughts” and hoarding. When I was younger, my friends would constantly mention that I was a pack rat. I was obsessed with saving papers from school, letters, etc when I was younger. And as I … Continue reading →

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