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Give me a break, let me make my own path…

When does the struggling stop? When does it all end up better? Telling myself that things can’t suck forever worked so much better in high school when my biggest problem were stupid boy problems. But now, now that my biggest problems are things that could turn my entire life around if I don’t fix them… makes things so much more scarier. Everyday is a struggle, if not with OCD then with something else. It’s always something. Sometimes (like now) it’s … Continue reading

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My obsession with time.

Positivity hasn’t been coming easy the last few weeks… or months… I’ve lost track. I’ve been struggling with staying positive lately and that makes me incredibly sad(der). We completed the debt consolidation and when I walked out of the office, I felt… lighter. I thought I’d be upset that I just gave up all my credit accounts but oddly, I felt happy. And I still do, which amazes me. But at the same time, I felt tied down. This is … Continue reading

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Maybe I should turn off my phone.

I woke up happy and optimistic today, the sun was out and it made my room warm. After all this Winter weather I was happy to finally see some sun! So I decided to edit some pictures, draft some entries and maybe go to the waterfront or somewhere to walk around with my husband and enjoy the sun. Well he calls a little bit after I’m done editing and drafting to tell me that Kay called him about the bill … Continue reading

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